So ..::not::.. Over it

I want to be the beat to your walk,
The snap in your fingers,
And the sparkle in your eye,
Everything that makes you, who you are,
But that wont ever happen again.

Now let's look back at things for a moment,
Let us remind ourselves who said I love you and promised forever,
And now,
who promised always.

These things I haven't forgotten,
Because you carved them into my heart like stone so I could never forget,
But now you take it all back,
And I can't pave over these scars.

Tomorrow,
I will see you.

You will have this smile like the stars,
With a heart like thunder,
Words like rain,
A laugh like lightning,
Shocking me into reality.

This was the storm I was trapped in,
And your warmth imitated the sun.

So tilt your head back one more time,
Snap and point in my direction and do that classic
Sup nod,
You've been practicing.

It's almost perfect now,
But what do you do when she frowns and looks away?

Offense,
Or none taken?
Doesn't matter,
Cause next time she'll flash her perfect smile,
She as well had been practicing,
Still never revealing what her real smile is,
The one you asked to see,
But never did,
Because I cant trust you.

With trust come kept promises,
With kept promises comes more trust,
Leaving you with nothing.
Am I calling you a liar?
Well, you sure didn't tell the truth.

I want to be your best friend again,
The one you could tell anything,
And I wouldn't even dare hint at it.
We ruined that with your rain,
And now we need to get that back,
Before I can let this go.

Let's remember those nights under the stars,
Curled up next to the fire,
And when I'm so tired I could have been mistaken
For high.

But remember it for what it was,
A time when you wished for the world to stand still,
Locking your gaze in mine,
Like those cheesy chick flicks I watched when it was over.

No matter what I say this wont change.
But heck,
Your walk is tiring,
Your snap is cliché,
And that sparkle in your eye reminds me of Edward.

Your pants were too loose anyways.